I am so ready for the next moment of my life. This is a new yeat, I have to keep a newer better way of thinking. A better way of handle business. I need and welcome change. I smile because I am ready to do better in my life, and with my life. I feel loved. I appreciate everything amd everybody.Life always gives me unexpected changes and as I get them I have to continue tl embrace them all. Apparently I need to change more than a few things about myself and my life. I am so ready for it all. I smile as I write these words because life always has challenges but I simply have to accept them all. Today was a good day. Tomorrow will be even better. I just know amd trust that I will get everything done in time.
This Christmas just passed. I spent mine alone. Purposely, it didn’t feel much like Christmas to me. For some reason, people always try to sabatoge my life, my existence. Why I wonder? Mostly because people want to control my life, control everything. Some dumb ass shit. But in the end, I control my life and what is going on.I can admit that for more of my life I have been an introvert. Never really wanting to be the life of the party. I like being out and in the middle of the action. I love being a part of the party; however I don’t party a lot. Love the energy of it but; I am so anti social. I always say to myself, “get out of the feeling, when in all actuality, I don’t wanna be so out there. Sometimes the energy isn’t in me. I love bein a part of the party but I really don’t want to. I do, however I don’t. And I always say, this will be a new beginning for me, and I never fully stay were I’m trying to achieve. Mentally, I say “girl do better” when I reaching for nothing.
Today is January 1st. It started off kinda rocky however I always have to turn all of my hardships into triumphs. I sort of slept but got up to began my day. I love life. This is a new year. It will be rocky but I hv to make sure that all things work out for my good.This year will be better than last year.