Today I just felt like the joke was on me. I found myself talking to God, almost in tears trying to figure out what is wrong with me. Late picking up my kids again, after waiting on the bus for at least 30 mins to only go the wrong way and get off to pick up my kids from school. I was angry, trying to figure out why the bad things always happen to me. I had to get out of that mindset. But I was rushing too fast, so of course I was going to run into trouble.